Sitting there with your mouth agape
I bet you look like a hairy ape
Yes, I still know you’re lying
Seems like no matter what I do
It is impossible to get through to you
It never matters how much I’m crying
It doesn’t matter what you say
Or whether or not you get your way
I will always be in love
But I am only one girl
Can’t carry the weight of the world
It is too much to take care of
ONE LAST TIME, SEE PAGE 2
*This is my final word to whomever cares, wants to care, wants to act like they care or wants to act like they don’t care. If you do care, you won’t do what your doing. And, come on, I do know you care. But, you should not do this to someone you are supposed to care about. You should not treat them this way. And yes, believe me, I know who you all are. I know what’s a lie and what’s not. It says a lot, I think, that I am willing to forgive anybody and everybody who has made me look like a complete idiot and has insulted me, treating me like a little child. I am not a child. I am a young lady, an intelligent, slightly more confident than she used to be, passionate, kind, caring, loving, compassionate, forgiving young lady. And I know in my heart that I don’t deserve to be treated the way I have been. But I can forgive anything. As for you, yes, the man sitting there reading this, I am not stupid. As for you, I love you more than anything. More than any other person. And I really think you should ask yourself if it’s really worth it to get your way, that you would do this to someone who loves you so much. Someone who, all she wants is to love and be loved in return and be with the only guy she’ll ever want, no matter what. And yes, I do forgive you for the stuff you said that you really should not say to a woman, ever, whether you mean it or not. And did you honestly think that I would actually believe that you are the kind of man who could say such things and actually mean them? Maybe you used to be, but you’re not now, I know better. And if you did think for one second that I would think you meant it, then you really have no idea how much faith I have in you, even tho I’ve tried to tell you and show you, the best ways I know how. But, whatever, I am done with this drama. It gets old. I’m going to be myself. I’m going to act the way I did before any of this ever happened. If you want to talk about this, fine, we can talk about anything you want. I love you and want to be with you, no matter what and I always will. So, now it’s your decision. But, you won’t see anything else written about you for a long while. This crap has to stop. I really think that maybe we should work on earning eachother’s respect back. I deserve your respect and you deserve mine. If I am told another lie after this, I will not respond in any way, because I am tired of it. Enough is enough. I may be a kid at heart, but I realize we are not in highschool. I love you and forgive you. Have a nice day, night, whatever.
